The companion split was Chadwick's idea. He was the district leader, and it was the responsibility of the district leader to organize such things. Companion splits were intended to facilitate the exchange of proselyting tips and techniques, "on the job," so to speak.

It wasn't altogether a bad idea, and it wasn't hard to do, what with six guys to mix and match. But as it usually turned out, it was just a good way for a couple of seniors to dump their juniors for a day. Of course, no one except Bennett ever wanted to split with Peterson either. So the two of them ended up together. They left early to go camera hunting in Tokyo. Peterson's principles always ceded to the demands of hierarchy and the necessity to kiss up.

"This is great," said Longstreet, after his companion had gone. "I'll tell you one thing. We're not going to street all day." He was addressing himself to McGowan.

"I've got an after-baptism interview at eleven."

"No problem. Do I have to be there too?"

Thackeray went into the bathroom to brush his teeth. Before the door closed, he heard one of them mention something about "arcade dendou."

Chadwick was peering at himself in the mirror. "Looks like it's me and you, kid." He stroked his jowl and grunted.

"What's that?"

"Don't think I'll shave."

"Another day and you'll need a lawnmower."

"I have beri beri sharp razor. Besides, a five o'clock shadow makes me feel so self-confident. Like Samson."

"Sure."

Chadwick patted him on the cheek. "Someday, my son, you will know this feeling also."

"I can hardly wait."

"I bet. In the meantime, what d'ya say let's you and me go teach somebody about this Mormon stuff?"

The New Year's displays were finally coming down in the windows at the station plaza stores. Tall, blue-eyed mannequins adorned in western winter finery replaced the kimono-clad Asia forms clad. Calendars were on sale in all the stationery shops.

"He lives in Shibuya," said Chadwick, as they approached the ticket machines

"Who does?"

"Gotou Akio. Teaches at a trade-tech there. Picked him up off English class. Fine prospect, I think. He's a good man."

The subway arrived. The cars were large and empty and the sounds rushed in to fill the empty spaces--the hard steel clack of the rails, the pump and hiss of the air compressors. The track emerged from darkness and elevated as it approached the city stations. Houses and apartments pushed against the trestles, packed together in eclectic patterns and shapes. The train raced along the tile and galvanized steel rooftops. It was early enough in the morning that futons were still being aired out; every balcony railing was draped with red and white and orange and red--patchwork quilts bright in the morning sun.

They got off at Kamata Ekimae, a university commuter stop. The station was worn and well used. High school students dressed in black Prussian cadet-style uniforms (girls in the ubiquitous navy sailor suits) were waiting to board.

"This is right in the middle, you know," said Chadwick. He pushed through the turnstile and waited for Thackeray to find his ticket.

"Middle of what?"

"The city and the suburbs. It's right in the middle--where the students live, and the rest of the socially dispossessed. A kind of Greek hell, where all souls wait for salvation or annihilation."

Chadwick tended to ramble on about whatever came into his mind. It was pleasant chatter to listen to, but Thackeray was beginning to get a little worried. He didn't know what lesson they were teaching, let alone how they were going to split the concepts. Good enough for him, maybe, he had good language. Thackeray felt the worry pressing down on his skull. Sometimes Peterson didn't even warn him--he just looked at him and he was supposed to go on right where he'd left off.

"Chad--"

"Yo."

"What are we going to teach?"

"Don't worry about it."

"Don't worry about it?"

"Just wait for the inspiration."

Thackeray said, glumly, "I'm not so good at inspiration."

Chadwick laughed. "Who is? I won't spring anything on you. Relax."

They passed a young mother on the sidewalk. She was wearing a white blouse and a plain skirt. A child was strapped to her back. The child was fast asleep, his head bobbing up and down as she walked.

Chadwick turned up a street that led to a narrow bridge across a drainage canal. Pilings and concrete retaining walls held up the banks. Clothes fluttered from lines strung between the rickety balconies of the apartment houses--weathered, gray rows of clapboards and sliding doors. White sunlight spilled into the alleyways. Chadwick stopped before the open door of a student geshuku and stepped into the genkon.

He kicked off his shoes. "He lives on the second floor," he said.

The hallway was lit by a single bulb in the ceiling. The air had the heavy, warm taste of kerosene heat and cigarette smoke. A curious face poked out into the hall.

"Hora! Gaijin." The door slammed and there was a flurry of conversation, barely muffled by the thin plaster walls.

Chadwick went to the end of the hall and knocked on the door. "It's Chaddy."

"Douzou. Irasshai."

The room was a neatly organized rectangle of space. Thackeray didn't think it was more than twenty feet long by ten feet wide, but it seemed larger. A floor to ceiling bookcase covered one wall. Pushed into the far corner of the apartment was a gas range and a pair of cupboards. Aoki was sitting on the tatami next to the bookshelf. His legs were covered by a kotatsu futon.

"Ohayo gozaimasu."

"Ohayo," said Chadwick. "Ogenki deska?"

Aoki nodded. He looked at Thackeray and said, "Where's Makku?"

"We had different places to go today. This is Thackeray Chourou."

"Hajimemashite," said Aoki. "You'd better get under the kotatsu. It was pretty cold this morning."

Thackeray sat down and tucked his feet under the low table. He gathered the quilt in his lap. The warmth of the heat lamp soaked into his toes. On the wall across from the bookcase was a poster of a buxom Asian girl practically bursting out of her bikini top.

"You like Agnes Chan, eh?" said Aoki.

"Who?"

He nodded at the poster.

"Oh, uh--"

"Sure he does," said Chadwick. They all laughed.

Half an hour later the subject of religion had still not been broached. Chadwick turned to Thackeray and said, "Let's hear a little bit about yourself, Thack."

That was easy enough to do. His shokai was almost conversational, and he had even learned to anticipate the inevitable question about New York.

"You're from the countryside--" echoed Aoki. The Japanese word was inaka, a word that spoke to a place far away from the Tokyo megalopolis.

"Sou desu," said Thackeray. That point always piqued a little interest, and made him feel quite accomplished in the process.

"Didn't Joseph Smith come from New York?"

"Actually, he was born in Vermont. But the church was founded in New York."

"By the way," broke in Chadwick, "read that book I gave you?"

"That book--" Aoki searched through some papers and books stacked up under the window sill and came up with a dusty Book of Mormon. "A bit here and there. It's kind of interesting," he said, flipping through the opening pages, "gold plates and angels and visions and all that." He looked up at Chadwick with a kidding expression. "But did it really happen?"

"Of course it did," said Chadwick, feigning annoyance. "In fact, I think Thackeray here would like to tell you a little more about it. How about it, Thackeray?"

"What? Oh, sure." He reached for his flip-charts. "Where do you want to start?"

"Why don't we take it from the beginning?"

Thackeray was startled, not scared. He knew that he knew the first half of the Restoration Discussion. He was to the point where he just opened his mouth and the words came out.

Chadwick didn't strand him. He answered most of the questions. But he didn't interrupt. Thackeray recited the "Prophets" and "Latter-day revelation" sections, and the "Joseph Smith story" without missing a word.

"Well?" Chadwick hiked up his left eyebrow.

Aoki was impressed, if only by the mere possibility of it all. "So what if it is true?"

"Well, if God really did talk to prophets," said Thackeray, quoting lesson-plan, "wouldn't you want to know what He told them to tell us?"

"Suppose so."

"So what do you say we get together next week and talk it over," said Chadwick.

"Ii yo."

"Yosh." Chadwick clapped his hands and got to his feet. He looked at his watch. "Hora! it's been a hour and a half. Sorry for wasting your time."

"Thanks for coming by."

"No problem. Well, c'mon Thackeray." Chadwick walked to the door.

"Ja, mata."

"See you."

"Next week, okay?"

In the hall, Thackeray said, "We sure left in a hurry."

"It's best to leave right after a lesson. Makes 'em think about what you just finished telling them. Only chance you've got, you know."

"Chance for what?"

"Return appointments, more lessons, baptism. All that stuff. You can't talk somebody into being spiritual."

"But you didn't set up a time."

"I'll give him a call, invite him to single-adults, take care of the particulars."

Outside, it was almost warm. Children were playing in the street. An old man in a gray yukata was sweeping the sidewalk in front a soba shop.

"I thought you told me you weren't going to spring anything on me."

"So I lied. Anyway, I've heard you pass off Restoration and you've got it down pat."

"I know, but--"

"Look at it this way. If I told you you were going to do the first three concepts, you would have spent all your time worrying about lesson-plan and none of your time worrying about Aoki. Priorities, that's all." He glanced at his watch. "It's about lunchtime. Hara ga hetta no?"

"I'm hungry."

"Makes two. There's a great place next to the eki."

The shokudo had a low, overhanging awning painted with large Chinese characters. Next to the slatted sliding doors was a display window showing off plastic replications of the main dishes. The floor of the cafeteria was bare concrete. Portable sekiyu stoves were scattered among the linoleum-topped tables.

"Chicken katsu?" suggested Chadwick, as they sat down.

"What do you want?" shouted the cook from behind the counter.

"Tori-katsu." Chadwick held up two fingers.

The waitress--a middle-aged women wearing a dark blue yukata and a white smock--came to the table with two glasses of water, two warmed hand towels and chopsticks.

"Arigatou," said Chadwick. He took one of the towels out of its plastic wrap and held the steaming cloth against his face. "So what do you think of him?" he asked in a muffled voice.

"Looked interested." Thackeray opened his towel wrapper and wiped off his hands.

"But will he make a good member?"

"I suppose so."

"He will. He's a good man. Just needs time to make up his mind about what he wants to do. That's all it ever really takes, you know."

The waitress returned with the bowls on a tray and placed them in front of the missionaries. "Itadakimasu," said Chadwick, in lieu of grace. They ate for a while in silence.

Thackeray said,"Tell me something, do you always take so much time to get around to the lesson?"

"Not always. But when I visit someone like Aoki, I figure I'm on his turf. If he wants to talk about religion, he'll talk about religion."

"What if he doesn't want to?"

"Then he doesn't want to." Chadwick shrugged. "I'd leave it at that. It's all a matter of degree. You can talk anybody into getting baptized. Converting them is another matter." He laid his chopsticks across his bowl, leaned back in his chair, folded his arms. "So, how's the mission?"

Thackeray shrugged. "Don't know. Well, it's not quite what I thought it would be."

"Not surprising. The real world's pretty hard on idealists."

"Who says I'm an idealist?"

"All missionaries start out as idealists. They all think they're gonna convert the world."

"Not me."

"No?"

"You remember that goal-setting seminar the first day in the mission home? Well, the mission president got up and went through this spiel about how we've got to think big and baptize everybody we see and all that. So I'm really hyped and I think I'm thinking big and I write down fifty for my mission goal."

"What'd they hit you with?"

"Five hundred."

Chadwick nodded. "Missionary one-upmanship. It didn't make any sense to me either. And then I remembered this article I'd read in one of those apostate publications." He grinned. "It was about how in the early 1960s a couple of GAs in the missionary department came up with the Field of Dreams approach to proselyting. Baptize 'em and they would come. Thing was, they didn't. They came, but they didn't stay. Big revelation there--what getting a bunch of people wet gets you is an instant-ramen church. You're hungry again ten minutes later. But Atkinson's from that era. He was here at the height of it. He still thinks that way, numbers equal success. And maybe he's got a point: go for the gross and screw the percentage. I don't know. The thing of it is, I think he's going to make it work, whatever it takes. When I was a greenie, in a good month you'd see forty baptisms, fifty on a fluke. Since dropping house-to-house and pushing hard on Eikaiwa, going after the young and the restless, we're up to, what, two hundred, two-twenty? Way ahead of every other mission in Japan. And when they finally shuck off us old-timers and the new guys pick up on the catch sales techniques from day one, there'll be no stopping it."

He paused, shook his head. "On the other hand, you can tell yourself you're going to find the one perfect baptism that makes up for everything. Don't do it. All my perfect baptisms are inactive. And don't be bitter when it's all through. Whatever happens, it won't kill you. You may not like it, but nothing lasts forever--not companionships, not transfers, not missions. Most missionaries make things twice as hard as they need to be. They make good pharisees, missionaries, always hedging about the law. But you stick to the basics, you don't do dumb stuff, and they flat out can't send you home. Keep it in mind."

"You being depressing on purpose?"

"No. Survival techniques, that's all. Most of the time, a mission's not a bad place to be. You'll learn to like it."

"I think I will."

"Of course you will. That's why you're here."

"Oh-- " Thackeray decided not to ask him what he meant. "So what are we doing this afternoon?"

"Search for lost sheep. Last month's stats came yesterday. New convert activity at forty-eight percent. That's fifty-two percent to play shepherd with."

"I thought that was the ward's responsibility."

"Sure it is. But most of these new converts haven't been to church long enough to know anybody except the missionaries, if they've been to church at all. It's the old social alienation scene. Ie-society is what they call it here. Society that's an extension of the family. You're not going to jump into it willy-nilly."

"I know, but is it worth the effort? Seems to me a missionary can't be around long enough to make a difference."

"Maybe it is a waste of time. But I'd feel guilty if I didn't try. Anyway, it's kind of fun. Going all over the place, getting to know these people. I don't mind doing it."

Thackeray had never paid much attention to the weekly Baptism & New Convert statistics sheets. The numbers didn't mean anything to him. Not even his own numbers. Now Chadwick was playing a game with them, and what the numbers meant suddenly dawned on him. No matter how hard Chaddy tried, the game would never end. The majority of a missionary's baptisms didn't stay active. It was so obvious. It was one of those little facts no one ever mentioned in the Missionary Training Center.

"Doing thing Atkinson's way, activity settles down to around twenty percent in the long run," Chadwick said on the bus. "Though my bet is its going to slip ever lower as the Kyle approach kicks in. Let me put it this way: if a missionary makes it through with fifty percent in two years, he's doing a mind-blowing, fantastic job. It's a tragedy, I know, so you turn the numbers into people and make them play along."

They played the game all day and all night, wandering through a maze of streets and thoroughfares, door and hallways and apartment complexes.

"A shell game," said Chadwick. "That's what it is. You move the investigator from one shell to another shell and hope they don't disappear when you lift it up to take a look."

They were walking down a shou-ten-gai a few blocks from Shibuya Eki. The roofs of the buildings that lined the sidewalks were joined together with corrugated plastic skylights that sealed out the dark sky. The street was paved with polished concrete and colored tile.

"You holding up?"

"I'm fine."

"This guy's name is Fukuda Kenji. He's a rounin--second time around at the entrance exams."

"What university?"

"Todai or Waseda. Probably studying his brains out. That's why we don't see him around anymore."

Chadwick turned down a side street. It was quickly dark again. The only light was the faint blue-green glow from the fluorescent lamps on the telephone poles.

He rapped on a door. "Gomen kudasai."

There was a rustling of books and paper, the sound of someone getting slowly to his feet. The door opened.

"Konban wa," said Chadwick.

"Konban-- Chadwick Chourou?" Fukuda ran his hand through his tangled hair.

"Happened to be in the neighborhood. Just stopped by to see how you were doing. Studying for tests, eh? Well, gambatte. If there's anything we can do to help, let us know." Chadwick handed him a card printed with the church's address and phone number.

Fukuda took the card with a slight bow.

"It's getting late, so we won't keep you. Take care."

"Thank you."

"O-yasumi nasai."

"O-yasumi."

Chadwick smiled as they walked back to the sho-ten-gai. "Keep it short and to the point," he said. "That's always best."

The winter night was falling fast and hard. The vendors along the sidewalks were packing away their wares. The video arcades hummed alongside the strains of karaoke music drifting out from the bars. Thackeray felt the cold winter air closing in around him and shivered. There was still the faint taste of burned shoyu in his mouth from the shokudo.

He paused in his stride. He paused as his mind connected to the world in a way it never had before. Because for the first time he understood aware, the pathos and beauty of the human condition. The tremulous ache of the freshly broken heart. For the first time he knew that America was very far away. He knew that everything about his life had changed. He knew that his life would never be the same again.